Along the way...

So I wasn't feeling like studying and I figured I should just drop by and give my random thoughts a more dignified place to pile on rather than dumping them somewhere in some random corner of my mind. This post is more of a collected set of ramblings from my past and my present and may be a li'l bit of my life at iit.....

For the time being if i decide to fly away and look back at my life from a bird's eye, I see a lot of stuffs; things i always wanted to have, things i didn't  do that bad at and  of course a few of them in which I totally missed out in...

And I guess looking around me one of the things that I think I totally missed out in is the fact that i never really had a close group of really good friends... Truth is I have had a huge lot of friends along the way but it has hardly happened that I could really develop a solid connection but hey, I am still proud to have broken the pattern and include a few exceptions though....

Steph, Cyril, Ashish, Deepraj....... this one is for you guys ;-j  

Ashish and Deepraj were really good friends back in NITC... and the best part is that I had finally found people of my own species!! passionately physicsified, symmetrically undisciplined, desperate wolves who enjoyed depressing life to the fullest!! : ) I still think all of us were talented enough to get into IIT together but Deepraj happened to have already done his 13th and Ashish had already given the IIT-fee so they had to bail out. I still remember when I was in the rented room; at times they would just drop by to see how I am doing. And just thinking about it is setting me in giggles....listen to this.. Deepraj's texts were always real vulgar and hillarious and at the end there used to be be a line something like this...

'You keep studying and we would keep entertaining you every once in a while!!:D'

Where do you get guys like that? :)....

 I still remember Ashish n I's physics discussions, Deepraj patiently listening to my crazy physics ideas, All of us getting drunk for the first time at the Kappad beach along with the cool breeze and the sound of the waves and how at the end a Malayali police caught us; Deepraj's desperate pornographic thoughts, Ashish's trying to run away from his gf., Our last bus ride from Calicut to NIT..... they might call me an IITian but those nit days will be always there with me for a long time........

And then in IIT I have Steph and Cyril, they are Canadians who are doing a 2-sem exchange program over here and yup, they have to be the cutest, sexiest couple I have ever seen. A few days back me and Steph spent a quality time drawing beautiful naked ladies in library; she is an incredible artist. Her sketches were just amazing and sitting beside her I was busy turning supermodels to grandmas!(-_-) I always wanted to learn how to sketch amongst many other things that I wanted to do but back in those days I was just way too scared, depressed and full of inferiority complexes to actually go out there and break out.... And then there's Cyril., handsome, chilled out, cool french dude who also happens to be really nice and I wonder how dude ends up having the best advises ever! Its always fun to hang out with them. I am gonna miss them a lot once they take off for Canada at the end of this sem.....

In many different ways I have always been a person with a slightly introverted world with a wild extroverted expression!! And even though I have had many friends and friendly strangers from so many places, I guess there have been only a few with whom I could strike the resonance. I wonder if this is how it keeps going, I will either end up being a wild womaniser or may be a lonely monk inside some Hymalayan cave....

But thats alright; There's still a really long way to go in life and I guess even life doesn't know where it leads to.... ;-)